She knew now that what she thought was the end was really the beginning.
She knew that her life was over. Everything was finished; everything she cared about, everyone she loved, each and every person was against her. They all thought she was lost, but in reality she was right there.
Alaska didn’t know what to do, how to make her family understand that she’s stuck in a really big mess this time, unlike the other times, when it’s nothing but a scare. But this time he was serious, he would make good on his promise. San Jose was really serious. He would kill all the people Alaska cared about or he would make their lives so miserable that she would wish she was never born.
Thoughts of all kinds were coming in her mind. How can she get out of this situation? What could she do?
Then it came to her. How could she have missed it? The answer was right in front of her all this time. She just didn’t see it. All she had to do was sacrifice her life to save the lives of all the people she loved and wanted to see safe and happy.
This would be the new beginning for her family and all the people she loved and cared about. They would love her and cherish her in their memories forever.